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flock to me
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:43:56 am


I can't even be upset really. Because I sent me a text saying, you call me when you get your shit together. Of course he isn't going to call me anytime soon because it will take longer than a day to get his shit together. Eh, it was fun while it lasted. The strange thing was I only started to be "in love" with him right at the tail end of it. So that's why all of this sucks.

I wish he would not have said that he was in love with me or loved me.

It wasn't like I was particularly nice to him. I mean once I found out that he had a shit load of problems that pretty much made me resent him. He did try everything to keep me interested. Anything I wanted he did for me. But, he just wasn't stable enough for me.

I want to play the housewife role, because I like that when I was with Summer ex boyfriend 2. It would have worked out fine, if he was in love with me.

But what I'm realizing is, that guys fall hard. And when they do, they get scared so instead of admitting that they treat me like shit when they are afraid that I'm going to leave them.

For some reason that seems to be the trend older men living with their parents.

MAN children. Why do I attracted those type of men?

Its not like I have my shit all the way together anyway, so I can't do anything for them. So why do they flock to m?
1) the_grim_zipper,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:48:17 am

Because you are not mature enough to be in a more mature relationship?
2) backlashmaiden,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:50:36 am

re: comment#1
Because you are not mature enough to be in a more mature relationship?
Well, they are like 29 and 30 I would think their maturity level would be higher than mine. I thought it would be them wanting to get rid of me because I'm too young and not ready to settle down and that type of thing. But I found that it was the other way around. *SIGH* how strange.
3) nucular_tomato,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:50:56 am

re: comment#1
Because you are not mature enough to be in a more mature relationship?
Dammit Grim, why do you make me want context so often?
4) nucular_tomato,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 5:25:45 am

Oh yeah, BTW, the only common element in all of your failed relationships is you.
5) prinnyp,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:13:10 pm

re: comment#2
Well, they are like 29 and 30 I would think their maturity level would be higher than mine. I thought it would be them wanting to get rid of me because I'm too young and not ready to settle down and that type of thing. But I found that it was the other way around. *SIGH* how strange.
Are you saying that you want a guy who's more mature than you?
6) binauralbeat,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 1:46:34 pm

Age is no sign of maturity. It is only a sign that time is passing by.
Hugs.
7) fanny,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:37:20 pm

agrees with: comment#6
Age is no sign of maturity. It is only a sign that time is passing by.
Hugs.
8) fanny,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:37:44 pm

I honestly think you need to take a break from dating.
9) erdos0,
Sun Jan 22, 2012 4:43:35 pm

agrees with: comment#8
I honestly think you need to take a break from dating.
10) backlashmaiden,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 1:24:51 am

re: comment#8
I honestly think you need to take a break from dating.
11) backlashmaiden,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 1:26:52 am

re: comment#5
Are you saying that you want a guy who's more mature than you?
It has little to do with maturity and everything to do with stability.
12) backlashmaiden,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 1:27:45 am

re: comment#4
Oh yeah, BTW, the only common element in all of your failed relationships is you.
I don't have control over making other people sloppy. It has nothing to do with me.
13) prinnyp,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 2:32:54 am

re: comment#11
It has little to do with maturity and everything to do with stability.
Ah
14) prinnyp,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 2:33:40 am

agrees with: comment#8
I honestly think you need to take a break from dating.
15) nucular_tomato,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 2:56:24 am

re: comment#12
I don't have control over making other people sloppy. It has nothing to do with me.
You're blaming everyone else for your problems.
16) backlashmaiden,
Wed Jan 25, 2012 3:04:22 am

re: comment#15
You're blaming everyone else for your problems.
I guess.