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Fri Jul 23, 2010 8:15:49 am
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re: CANCER SERVIERThu Jul 22, 2010 8:05:34 am
o.k today i want to give u a little insit of my life. but befor i do my challenge will be staring on the 1th of aug.
so as i told u my doctor tel me not to eat all of these thing, and a part from that i was all so told that i have 5yrs to live, and if i do live past that the cancer will come back, and may be i can not have any child because of all the radiation trement.
so u see guys u may bee feling sorry for me know but don't becase GOD has giving me a second chance to live my life to the best of my ability and to help how i can and to serive him with all my heart. i was going too fast did not care about anything and anyone i just do what i want with out thing about it, but know i have got a chance that most people did not get and it is not because i was good or i was better than them but it is because he have a special perpose for me, i still do not find it out but i am still working on it.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
Fri Jul 23, 2010 3:41:22 pm
I would prefer to live a happy shorter life than a longer miserable one. I understand your desire to take risks. However, some caution is still necessary. Going to the beach is fine, but getting water into your abdominal incision can be very bad. An infection will cause more pain and misery.
Fri Jul 23, 2010 4:27:10 pm
agrees with: comment#1
I would prefer to live a happy shorter life than a longer miserable one. I understand your desire to take risks. However, some caution is still necessary. Going to the beach is fine, but getting water into your abdominal incision can be very bad. An infection will cause more pain and misery.
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3) lotaya, Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:39:43 am
re: comment#1
I would prefer to live a happy shorter life than a longer miserable one. I understand your desire to take risks. However, some caution is still necessary. Going to the beach is fine, but getting water into your abdominal incision can be very bad. An infection will cause more pain and misery.
thank you i will do my best to be careful. because i do not want to add and pain or cause any infection on myselfno image
4) lotaya, Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:47:33 am
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thank u firecover but i will be careful. the moment i see it is causing me to fell pain or any reaction i will stop but for now i just have to try and see what happen. do not thing this is a gam i am playing. i just want to enjoy the beach agane with my family and friends and when i go on a date enjoy the food they or having with out being pick. what do u thing do u thing i am a idiot to want all of that?
Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:08:37 pm
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thank u firecover but i will be careful. the moment i see it is causing me to fell pain or any reaction i will stop but for now i just have to try and see what happen. do not thing this is a gam i am playing. i just want to enjoy the beach agane with my family and friends and when i go on a date enjoy the food they or having with out being pick. what do u thing do u thing i am a idiot to want all of that?
You're not an idiot to want all of that. It's only natural to want the things that you see people enjoy around you. It is unwise, yes, to go against people who know what's best, and to put your health at serious risk, by doing this. Not to mention the serious pain you will probably be in. You are, of course, an adult and will make your own decisions. By placing God in the equation, however, I believe you are doing some serious injustice to him. It's almost as though you are testing him and God doesn't like to be tested.Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:10:21 pm
re: comment#4
thank u firecover but i will be careful. the moment i see it is causing me to fell pain or any reaction i will stop but for now i just have to try and see what happen. do not thing this is a gam i am playing. i just want to enjoy the beach agane with my family and friends and when i go on a date enjoy the food they or having with out being pick. what do u thing do u thing i am a idiot to want all of that?
It is possible to enjoy food while being picky. Just choose the right restaurant.no image
7) lotaya, Fri Jul 30, 2010 8:46:29 am
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It is possible to enjoy food while being picky. Just choose the right restaurant.
o.k i will just try.no image
8) lotaya, Fri Jul 30, 2010 8:54:41 am
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You're not an idiot to want all of that. It's only natural to want the things that you see people enjoy around you. It is unwise, yes, to go against people who know what's best, and to put your health at serious risk, by doing this. Not to mention the serious pain you will probably be in. You are, of course, an adult and will make your own decisions. By placing God in the equation, however, I believe you are doing some serious injustice to him. It's almost as though you are testing him and God doesn't like to be tested.
i am not trying to test god or to let him prove him slef to me. because he as done so much and more for me in my life i can not even repay him for all of that. i just want to try and see. just pray for me if u r a beliver that nothing happen in the proses.