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My resolve is breaking ...
Mon Jul 26, 2010 6:44:47 pm


the latest message says,

"Hi Carolyn, how have you been? I have been doing some thinking recently and I really do miss you. I hate how things ended between us and thats not how I want to leave it. I understand that you still have feelings for me, and honestly I still do too. It was never an issue of me not liking you, it was just me not seeing how it could work long term given the time and distance issue. That said, I would really enjoy seeing you again. I cannot offer you anything more than I did last time I came up to visit you, but if you are interested in seeing me again let me know. If thats not enough and you feel it would be better to be done with it than I certainly understand and respect that. Let me know, I hope that you're doing well. By the way, your mud fest pics looked like a lot of fun. I was disappointed that I couldn't go."

Pink is telling me to go for it ...
1) carolynw85,
Mon Jul 26, 2010 6:49:35 pm

The Lyrics:
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don't care?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight
2) purgajew,
Mon Jul 26, 2010 7:47:34 pm

What about gloria gaynor?

I don't know what you are resolved to do, and this might not actually help anything, but I am starting to think every moment is fleeting, so enjoy the ones you can. Hope that doesn't backfire.
3) the_grim_zipper,
Mon Jul 26, 2010 8:30:10 pm

I think you should consider the immortal words of Nelly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-qN6TCY85c

4) erdos0,
Mon Jul 26, 2010 10:29:29 pm

5) firecove,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 1:16:12 am

agrees with: comment#2
What about gloria gaynor?

I don't know what you are resolved to do, and this might not actually help anything, but I am starting to think every moment is fleeting, so enjoy the ones you can. Hope that doesn't backfire.
6) carolynw85,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 4:21:29 am

re: comment#2
What about gloria gaynor?

I don't know what you are resolved to do, and this might not actually help anything, but I am starting to think every moment is fleeting, so enjoy the ones you can. Hope that doesn't backfire.
http://www.okcupid.com/profile/4getfulness/journal/14823188617766239334/Better-to-expect-nothing,-right-
and then
http://www.okcupid.com/profile/4getfulness/journal/5992254969910354444/Candids

So, around the second journal I resolved not to sate anymore in Korea. So that may clarify some of your confusion
7) carolynw85,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 4:22:06 am

disagrees with: comment#4
8) carolynw85,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 4:24:51 am

re: comment#7
It's not just about the comfort in the night. He would hold my hand when we went walking, we'd have these great conversations, then we'd go out just do goofy touristy stuff. He made me feel happy.
9) erdos0,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 4:29:03 am

re: comment#8
It's not just about the comfort in the night. He would hold my hand when we went walking, we'd have these great conversations, then we'd go out just do goofy touristy stuff. He made me feel happy.
That is much worse if it's short-term.
10) carolynw85,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 5:13:17 am

re: comment#9
That is much worse if it's short-term.
probably :(
11) purgajew,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:55:44 am

I don't think I could be confused with no information, but now I am @.@
12) carolynw85,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 10:35:58 am

re: comment#11
I don't think I could be confused with no information, but now I am @.@
How?
13) purgajew,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:35:41 pm

re: comment#12
How?
not actually confused >.>
14) erdos0,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:37:00 pm

re: comment#13
not actually confused >.>
Now I'm confused.
15) purgajew,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:54:12 pm

I was saying a falsehood!
16) erdos0,
Tue Jul 27, 2010 8:12:37 pm

agrees with: comment#15
I was saying a falsehood!
17) monkeysoup,
Thu Jul 29, 2010 8:02:50 am

re: comment#4