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Tue Aug 3, 2010 10:55:43 am
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today i do not have alot to say but i will still give you somthing.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.
day 1, i went out and buy all diffent try of dary product, that i can thing of.
day 2, i have a excam at 1pm but i was stiil not leting that get in the way of me eating a big bowl of corn flase with regulare milk in stead of lactoce. after breafast i went to work but nothing happen, so for lunch i eat one cheese beger with a milk shake, and went to exam after. in the middle of my exam i stared to fell a little bit of dicecomfort, so i stared to pray in my mind and asking god to let me finch fast and go home. any way god did answer my prayer. but on my way home on the bus i wanted to do a nummber 2 if u know what i mean, i was may be 5 block away from my house so i stared to spice on my big toe, shakeing my leg and rubbing my hand together but at the same time hummmm, loooooooool, the toxin that was coming from my body was hummm so unberable. everone on the bus was looking on each other in cluding me. i pretend that it was not me and make a sugetion how i thing it was. any way i final reach home and as you imagin bathroom here i come. omg what a releas i fell much better after that visit to the bathroom.
so for the reast of the day i just drink some tea and a bottel of petobesmal, and cal it a night.
day 3, i start out with a cheese hamlet and a cup of coffie with regulare milk again. now it is 11;55am soon time for lunch. i do not not no what they have but i will come back to you later and tell you how today go so see you guys later, wish me luck.
Tue Aug 3, 2010 2:48:30 pm
I can understand if you enjoy the taste of dairy a lot. If you are just doing it as an expression of freedom, it makes a bit less sense to continue when it causes suffering.
Tue Aug 3, 2010 3:26:00 pm
it might be better to slowly reintroduce things to your body. any body, after not having something for a long time (ie: dairy, meat) will revolt against it being there.
Tue Aug 3, 2010 3:29:49 pm
re: comment#2
it might be better to slowly reintroduce things to your body. any body, after not having something for a long time (ie: dairy, meat) will revolt against it being there.
This is especially true for something like milk. Even if there is no clinical level problem with the lactose or casein, there can be a subtle immune reaction just to the consumption of the bodily fluids of another animal.
Tue Aug 3, 2010 3:50:31 pm
WHAT DO YOU MEAN A NUMMBER 2 I DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN
Tue Aug 3, 2010 5:04:08 pm
Milk makes me nauseous even when I take lactase. I'm not sure if I have casein sensitivity or if it's just an immune reaction to bodily fluids.
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6) lotaya, Fri Apr 8, 2011 10:22:21 am
re: comment#1
I can understand if you enjoy the taste of dairy a lot. If you are just doing it as an expression of freedom, it makes a bit less sense to continue when it causes suffering.
yes i like it but it is not about the taste i just want to see what will happen if i do.no image
7) lotaya, Fri Apr 8, 2011 10:23:37 am
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN A NUMMBER 2 I DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN
i mean pasin ur stool 