I made Kimchi at the Kimchi Museum in Seoul and I made friends with the fishies :)

My surrogate Nana passed away. She was hooked up to oxygen tanks the last time I saw her, but she was still cracking jokes and seemed to be okay. She was so full of life and an amazing person. I mean she was definitely the best adopted grandma a kid could ask for- and she took on five extra kids. We don't have any grandparents that live in Georgia, so she took that role and had us call her Nana Claire. My mom met her because she was the mother of her best friend in college. She acted like a mother and then a friend to my own mother and she came to every major event in all of our lives. I'm really going to miss her big hugs and kisses with her signature line, "Oh you look so beautiful, darling!" in her rich voice. She was amazing and she lived a great life. That's about all you can hope for at the end of your life, to be loved, missed, and to have made a difference.

I love you Nana!

In some videos it completely changes my voice or runs super fast then slow and I don't understand why because it works on skype. Any thoughts?

This song makes me want to do a happy dance.

so is it really bragging?

Here's the deal. I got a few texts from former fwb about not hanging out with him after we ended our "thing." In my mind I haven't been avoiding him, but I just wouldn't have called him right after more or less to let things cool. I also apologized to him when I got a text while drunk. (Something to the effect of 'Sorry if I used your body, but we're cool right?') To which he responded something like 'It would be nice if you would call for something other than sex lol' (I hate people who right lol after everything...) ANYWAYS, I decided to have lunch with him, and during which he confesses to making out with one of my friends after we had decided not to hook up anymore (PRESUMABLY because he was feeling guilty) and I must admit it was fun to watch him pedaling his little mind trying to think and say all the reasons that he did it. I told him that it was fine (and it didn't bother me all that much) because it wasn't about me anymore, but his chick back home might not be as cool.

I have to say I was freaking calm and collected and I felt pretty proud of myself for not calling him on his bullshit. He said something about hanging out with mutual friends, and I told him it was cool but maybe he wouldn't have to tell me every time he made out with someone I knew. (which he says won't happen, but I feel strongly will happen again) I'm pretty happy I don't have to deal with that drama, which was a large part in why I basically didn't react other than tell him we're okay.

I think we can be friends, but sometimes ... too much bullshit just aint worth it. There's more that he said which made me believe he's a little bit of a douche, but it's a lot to type out so I'll leave you with this quote: "I said I was going home and maybe she thought I was inviting her to go home with me but I wasn't because I felt guilty like I told you but after we made out I told her if anything happened it would only last the night..."

Oh keep peddling man ...

My sister just emailed me that one of our best friends is popping pills and driving drunk... and I'm in fucking Korea so I can't have a sit down with her about how wrong what she's doing is Also, my sister asked me not to say anything to my friend. For reasons, which I don't know because she didn't list them in the email. I've had a rough day already, and sometimes all I want to do is go to my parents and hug them and cuddle on the couch while watching tv.

I also lost my fwb/cuddle buddy today. (Well I'm pretty sure) Anyways, so that also sucks.

Also, I've weirdly been getting a lot of male attention and I have no idea why. A sassy gay friend would know, sigh.