Sometimes u just have to run away, so u can see who will come after u.
Sometimes u have to talk quieter, jus to see who’s listening
Sometimes u have to step in a fight, but only to see who’s standing by your side.
Sometimes u have to make a wrong decision, only to see who’s there to help u fix it.
And Sometimes.. Sometimes you have to let go of the one u love, just to see if they will come back.

If one of my friends, is kindknown for some bad things..I mean, not THAT bad but she doesnt know that peolpe talk about her like that... How do I tell her? Or do i tell her? I dont want to hurt her.

I dont want to go back to school next week. I mean.. its not hard n all. But we have a new headmaster. and He already hates me... I dont know why. This is going to be an interesting last year of school haha

idk if thats how you spell it, but I dont care too much, you can all tell what im trying to say.
So last night/this morning at 5:00, My mum partners mother died. I had no idea she was sick or dying.. wich she was. But i woke up at that time.. for no apparent reason, And felt like something was wrong. Then in the morning, my mum came in and told me.. Thats weird.. I havent met his mum before, and never really heard of her.. But I seemed to sense her death.. hmmmm

Im not really sleeping at the moment. Dont know why. BUt when I cant sleep, I usually write things. So heres a thingie to read.. Its not a poem.. Its more of just a babble of getting things out of my mind. I really dont mind what people think about it. But dont want to keep everything to myself... this is my way of getting it out/

A desire to run
Run and never look back
Escape your life and start over
Noone knows where or when to go, but you
People can still alter your journey
One can stop you
One would run with you
and One would meet you at the end

The one who can stop you.
A reason to stay in your current life and not flee.
Is it friendship, love, do they need you, or do you need them.
Or is it that unexplainable feeling you have, not to let them go?

One who would run with you.
They share your feelings, know your situations and can help you by sharing the journey.
They may run with you the whole way, They may not.
Wichever, there is a reason for it.

The one who will meet you at the other end.
This person is just a feeling inside, telling you that something better will come of your escape.
Be careful in trusting this feeling, It may cause you to leave the one keeping you here.

As you read this, I ask you now, If I were to run.. Who would you be?

And got really quite sunburnt.. Good chance to rememebr to use the nice new lotion I got for Christmas.
Was on the 'longest water slide in New Zealand'. And almost lost the bacini top when I came off it once. that could've been disasterous.

So a new blog, hmmmm, Ive had an internet blog before, but kept forgetting about it.. so gave up, But this time Im determined not to post once, and never again. I shal keep it going for a while longer than that haha.
OMG, so ummm, stalker? I read tyhat and was like '... wtf?'. tehheee