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i love my life so much last couple of years i was in a world to myself, but thanks be to GOD and the people around me i am now enjoing life, just taking it as it come. i am embracing life and i am not going to let nothing couse me to be unhappy, i know the cares of life may seam very unberable but that is just life we just need to understand that some they it will all be better and God will make a way for us out of nothing.
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Fri Apr 8, 2011 10:34:37 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
i guys long time, life is good inspit of all is up and down. so my internet is working now and i can blog all i want today i am in INDIA for 2days, and i will tel u all about it later.in India life is different, people go in and out by differnt meant of tranceportation, there car or like the 7th sentry but one thing i like about them they are happy. some people have money and not happy but they do not and they or. i take a taxi the man take me to 3 different place and it only cost $1(us) and he even wait ontil i do all my shoping have 2 beer and go to the beach. there country is very poor but nice.
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GOD IS GOODFri Apr 8, 2011 10:34:37 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
i guys long time, life is good inspit of all is up and down. so my internet is working now and i can blog all i want today i am in INDIA for 2days, and i will tel u all about it later.
i guys long time, life is good inspit of all is up and down. so my internet is working now and i can blog all i want today i am in INDIA for 2days, and i will tel u all about it later.
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Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:32:47 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
today i do not have alot to say but i will still give you somthing.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.hi guys to day is day 3 of my chalenge so let me fill u, with what been going on. but before i do that i must tel you that i am starting with dariy product frist.
day 1, i went out and buy all diffent try of dary product, that i can thing of.
day 2, i have a excam at 1pm but i was stiil not leting that get in the way of me eating a big bowl of corn flase with regulare milk in stead of lactoce. after breafast i went to work but nothing happen, so for lunch i eat one cheese beger with a milk shake, and went to exam after. in the middle of my exam i stared to fell a little bit of dicecomfort, so i stared to pray in my mind and asking god to let me finch fast and go home. any way god did answer my prayer. but on my way home on the bus i wanted to do a nummber 2 if u know what i mean, i was may be 5 block away from my house so i stared to spice on my big toe, shakeing my leg and rubbing my hand together but at the same time hummmm, loooooooool, the toxin that was coming from my body was hummm so unberable. everone on the bus was looking on each other in cluding me. i pretend that it was not me and make a sugetion how i thing it was. any way i final reach home and as you imagin bathroom here i come. omg what a releas i fell much better after that visit to the bathroom.
so for the reast of the day i just drink some tea and a bottel of petobesmal, and cal it a night.
day 3, i start out with a cheese hamlet and a cup of coffie with regulare milk again. now it is 11;55am soon time for lunch. i do not not no what they have but i will come back to you later and tell you how today go so see you guys later, wish me luck.
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re: re: re: re: CANCER SERVIERSat Jul 31, 2010 6:32:47 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
today i do not have alot to say but i will still give you somthing.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.
day 1, i went out and buy all diffent try of dary product, that i can thing of.
day 2, i have a excam at 1pm but i was stiil not leting that get in the way of me eating a big bowl of corn flase with regulare milk in stead of lactoce. after breafast i went to work but nothing happen, so for lunch i eat one cheese beger with a milk shake, and went to exam after. in the middle of my exam i stared to fell a little bit of dicecomfort, so i stared to pray in my mind and asking god to let me finch fast and go home. any way god did answer my prayer. but on my way home on the bus i wanted to do a nummber 2 if u know what i mean, i was may be 5 block away from my house so i stared to spice on my big toe, shakeing my leg and rubbing my hand together but at the same time hummmm, loooooooool, the toxin that was coming from my body was hummm so unberable. everone on the bus was looking on each other in cluding me. i pretend that it was not me and make a sugetion how i thing it was. any way i final reach home and as you imagin bathroom here i come. omg what a releas i fell much better after that visit to the bathroom.
so for the reast of the day i just drink some tea and a bottel of petobesmal, and cal it a night.
day 3, i start out with a cheese hamlet and a cup of coffie with regulare milk again. now it is 11;55am soon time for lunch. i do not not no what they have but i will come back to you later and tell you how today go so see you guys later, wish me luck.
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Fri Jul 30, 2010 10:18:08 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
hi my readers i am sorry i did not blog in the last days, it is because i have alot of exams that i realy need to past. any way these past day a lot been happen to me.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.today i do not have alot to say but i will still give you somthing.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.
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re: re: re: CANCER SERVIERFri Jul 30, 2010 10:18:08 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
hi my readers i am sorry i did not blog in the last days, it is because i have alot of exams that i realy need to past. any way these past day a lot been happen to me.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.
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Fri Jul 23, 2010 8:15:49 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
o.k all of u out there that are reading. in my last blog mabe i did not make my self clare.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
hi my readers i am sorry i did not blog in the last days, it is because i have alot of exams that i realy need to past. any way these past day a lot been happen to me.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.
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re: re: CANCER SERVIERFri Jul 23, 2010 8:15:49 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
o.k all of u out there that are reading. in my last blog mabe i did not make my self clare.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.
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Thu Jul 22, 2010 8:05:34 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
o.k today i want to give u a little insit of my life. but befor i do my challenge will be staring on the 1th of aug.
so as i told u my doctor tel me not to eat all of these thing, and a part from that i was all so told that i have 5yrs to live, and if i do live past that the cancer will come back, and may be i can not have any child because of all the radiation trement.
so u see guys u may bee feling sorry for me know but don't becase GOD has giving me a second chance to live my life to the best of my ability and to help how i can and to serive him with all my heart. i was going too fast did not care about anything and anyone i just do what i want with out thing about it, but know i have got a chance that most people did not get and it is not because i was good or i was better than them but it is because he have a special perpose for me, i still do not find it out but i am still working on it.
o.k all of u out there that are reading. in my last blog mabe i did not make my self clare.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
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re: CANCER SERVIERThu Jul 22, 2010 8:05:34 am
by lotaya, 2011, F, , straight, single, , 00, Europa Island,
o.k today i want to give u a little insit of my life. but befor i do my challenge will be staring on the 1th of aug.
so as i told u my doctor tel me not to eat all of these thing, and a part from that i was all so told that i have 5yrs to live, and if i do live past that the cancer will come back, and may be i can not have any child because of all the radiation trement.
so u see guys u may bee feling sorry for me know but don't becase GOD has giving me a second chance to live my life to the best of my ability and to help how i can and to serive him with all my heart. i was going too fast did not care about anything and anyone i just do what i want with out thing about it, but know i have got a chance that most people did not get and it is not because i was good or i was better than them but it is because he have a special perpose for me, i still do not find it out but i am still working on it.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
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