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As of tomorrow we will have been here for a week.
I don't know wtf I was thinking.
The whole reason we moved was so Joey and I could go back to school. He didn't get in and I can't afford to go. So... awkward.
I've been sick the entire time we've been here. Some of that is surely just stress/anxiety/self-induced, but I'm pretty sure there are some other things going on. Too bad I no longer have health insurance. So you know, nothing I can really do about it. I do have an appointment at PP tomorrow, which is going to cost me $65. That might not seem like a lot, but it is for me. Then I'll have to start paying for my birth control each month, which I was previously getting for free.
Joey and I haven't discussed yet what we're going to do now. Obviously work, but I don't know if that means here or where we were initially going to move to. I know we could, but I really don't want to live with his parents for another year. I feel like such a leech. That and omgpanichowtheheckdoyougetajob?
Hopefully I will break out of this stress/anxiety/depression soon and get on with my life. Everything just seems so overwhelming at the moment. Most of that is physically feeling too bad to do anything. But I also wish we just had one thing to anchor onto, to give us some sense of orientation with which to direct our lives. I feel like we're just... floating.
I don't know. Had we stayed in Chicago, Joey would have a full-time job with benefits, and I wouldn't have had to shift my entire life around. On the other hand, I was starting to get restless there. I would have always been wondering "What if?" about moving and it's not like I would have found work any easier there. I also think this has made me a bit more appreciative of what Joey went through when he quit his job and moved to Chicago for me. I think I understand now why he was depressed for awhile (until there was more stability, anyway).
I'm sure things will get better with time. I just wish I knew what to do now!
I don't know wtf I was thinking.
The whole reason we moved was so Joey and I could go back to school. He didn't get in and I can't afford to go. So... awkward.
I've been sick the entire time we've been here. Some of that is surely just stress/anxiety/self-induced, but I'm pretty sure there are some other things going on. Too bad I no longer have health insurance. So you know, nothing I can really do about it. I do have an appointment at PP tomorrow, which is going to cost me $65. That might not seem like a lot, but it is for me. Then I'll have to start paying for my birth control each month, which I was previously getting for free.
Joey and I haven't discussed yet what we're going to do now. Obviously work, but I don't know if that means here or where we were initially going to move to. I know we could, but I really don't want to live with his parents for another year. I feel like such a leech. That and omgpanichowtheheckdoyougetajob?
Hopefully I will break out of this stress/anxiety/depression soon and get on with my life. Everything just seems so overwhelming at the moment. Most of that is physically feeling too bad to do anything. But I also wish we just had one thing to anchor onto, to give us some sense of orientation with which to direct our lives. I feel like we're just... floating.
I don't know. Had we stayed in Chicago, Joey would have a full-time job with benefits, and I wouldn't have had to shift my entire life around. On the other hand, I was starting to get restless there. I would have always been wondering "What if?" about moving and it's not like I would have found work any easier there. I also think this has made me a bit more appreciative of what Joey went through when he quit his job and moved to Chicago for me. I think I understand now why he was depressed for awhile (until there was more stability, anyway).
I'm sure things will get better with time. I just wish I knew what to do now!
Arsenio Hall? Really? He would have been at least 5th place on my list. Aubrey, even though she is a total narcissist, easily deserved to win. If not her, Lisa Lampanelli. I mean seriously, I wasn't even going to bother watching tonight once they were fired, but I have nothing better to do. If not those two, I think Penn should have gone further (farther?). I'm not even sure why I watch this show. Donal Trump is a fucktard and I don't even care about 99.9% of "celebrities."
The Amazing Race was $H!+ pretty early on when all of the remotely likable teams were out.
Survivor was actually the opposite, where I liked all three finalists. I don't think that's ever happened before.
Big Brother needs to start already.
The Amazing Race was $H!+ pretty early on when all of the remotely likable teams were out.
Survivor was actually the opposite, where I liked all three finalists. I don't think that's ever happened before.
Big Brother needs to start already.
Migraine.
Seriously need to stop drinking diet Coke/Pepsi. Ugh.
Thought I was being responsible by getting a three month supply of my birth control before I moved, but I seem to have lost the last two in the moving process. I only have like a week left on my current pack, so hopefully I can get in at PP and get a new prescription relatively soon.
Also need to go to State Farm to switch over insurance. Then the DMV to switch my car title, get a new driver's license, and re-register to vote. Apparently I need to get my car inspected, too, but when I checked online it said they can't tell me where I can get it done. So that's awkward.
My dad told me my stickers expired at the end of May, but it was actually April.
Last night I hit my head REALLY hard and was afraid to go to sleep/was in full on panic mode.
Joey and I got season passes for Busch Gardens, and we were supposed to hang out there with some friends on Saturday. We may have to pass, though. We're still recovering from sickness as well as the brain damage from Cedar Point.
Anyway, I'm buying a new scale, so hopefully I can start getting accurate readings (I've been using 4 different ones, and getting different readings on each one, ad nothing consistent on any individual one). Also had to buy a new camera battery charger, since I've lost mine in the move. Once that arrives, fully expect cat pictures and/or videos.
Seriously need to stop drinking diet Coke/Pepsi. Ugh.
Thought I was being responsible by getting a three month supply of my birth control before I moved, but I seem to have lost the last two in the moving process. I only have like a week left on my current pack, so hopefully I can get in at PP and get a new prescription relatively soon.
Also need to go to State Farm to switch over insurance. Then the DMV to switch my car title, get a new driver's license, and re-register to vote. Apparently I need to get my car inspected, too, but when I checked online it said they can't tell me where I can get it done. So that's awkward.
My dad told me my stickers expired at the end of May, but it was actually April.
Last night I hit my head REALLY hard and was afraid to go to sleep/was in full on panic mode.
Joey and I got season passes for Busch Gardens, and we were supposed to hang out there with some friends on Saturday. We may have to pass, though. We're still recovering from sickness as well as the brain damage from Cedar Point.
Anyway, I'm buying a new scale, so hopefully I can start getting accurate readings (I've been using 4 different ones, and getting different readings on each one, ad nothing consistent on any individual one). Also had to buy a new camera battery charger, since I've lost mine in the move. Once that arrives, fully expect cat pictures and/or videos.
Quick update.
Currently at Joey's grandmother's house. About to leave soon for a 4 hour drive to his parents' house where we will be staying for awhile.
Drove through Indiana very quickly (I was asleep for most of that). Spent two nights in Ohio, which was nice. Decided I wanted to live out in the country again. Stopped at Cedar Point. Lots of roller-coasters, but I didn't like any of them (and I LOVE roller-coasters). They were all incredibly shaky, and Joey and I both had to give up after about 8 or so of them due to massive headaches. Still had a really fun time, though. We think we'll go to Busch Gardens next week. Driving through Pennsylvania was super nice. It's so pretty! I mean, I've driven this way before, but it's been a long time. Maryland was nice and short. Now we're in Virginia. Overall, a very relaxing road trip.
According to Grandma's scale, I lost two more pounds since I last weighed myself, or 5 pounds total since we moved out of the apartment. I'm not sure I trust it, but apparently I didn't eat as horribly these past couple of days as I thought I had (calorie wise, anyway) based on what I just logged on mfp.
I had a panic attack as we entered Virginia, yesterday. I had an "OMG I AM GOING TO LIVE HERE NOW. AND I HAVE NO HOME. WTF IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?" moment. I think I'll feel better when we get to Joey's parents' house out in the suburbs. Everywhere we've driven so far is so... nature-y, which is beautiful, but my brain is having a hard time processing the fact that I am going to live here and now and that I'm not just on vacation.
ANYWAY. Must be going now. More to come when we get our computers hooked back up!
Currently at Joey's grandmother's house. About to leave soon for a 4 hour drive to his parents' house where we will be staying for awhile.
Drove through Indiana very quickly (I was asleep for most of that). Spent two nights in Ohio, which was nice. Decided I wanted to live out in the country again. Stopped at Cedar Point. Lots of roller-coasters, but I didn't like any of them (and I LOVE roller-coasters). They were all incredibly shaky, and Joey and I both had to give up after about 8 or so of them due to massive headaches. Still had a really fun time, though. We think we'll go to Busch Gardens next week. Driving through Pennsylvania was super nice. It's so pretty! I mean, I've driven this way before, but it's been a long time. Maryland was nice and short. Now we're in Virginia. Overall, a very relaxing road trip.
According to Grandma's scale, I lost two more pounds since I last weighed myself, or 5 pounds total since we moved out of the apartment. I'm not sure I trust it, but apparently I didn't eat as horribly these past couple of days as I thought I had (calorie wise, anyway) based on what I just logged on mfp.
I had a panic attack as we entered Virginia, yesterday. I had an "OMG I AM GOING TO LIVE HERE NOW. AND I HAVE NO HOME. WTF IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?" moment. I think I'll feel better when we get to Joey's parents' house out in the suburbs. Everywhere we've driven so far is so... nature-y, which is beautiful, but my brain is having a hard time processing the fact that I am going to live here and now and that I'm not just on vacation.
ANYWAY. Must be going now. More to come when we get our computers hooked back up!
Leaving today.
I bought my mom like 15 Mother's Day cards, some purple balloons, a big Mickey Mouse balloon that floats across the floor, and purple orchids. Also got some purple streamers and puffy flower ball hang-y things. I meant to make her a card, too, but I didn't have time last night.
Annoyed that I woke up with wicked bad acid reflux this morning. Hopefully it goes away soon, before we head out. This is what I get for stuffing myself so full yesterday. My niece made me a "cake" with a giant cookie on the bottom, a cheese cake sitting on top of that, and surrounded by home-made brownies. We also went out to eat at some Italian restaurant. So yeah, my tummy is like "lolyoudead." If it doesn't get better today I hope it at least settles down before tomorrow when we go to Cedar Point.
Suppose I won't have internet access until Wednesday when we get to Joey's parents' house in Virginia.
Actually looking forward to staying at hotels for two nights. Alone. With Joey. No kids or family. Privacy. You get the idea.
I bought my mom like 15 Mother's Day cards, some purple balloons, a big Mickey Mouse balloon that floats across the floor, and purple orchids. Also got some purple streamers and puffy flower ball hang-y things. I meant to make her a card, too, but I didn't have time last night.
Annoyed that I woke up with wicked bad acid reflux this morning. Hopefully it goes away soon, before we head out. This is what I get for stuffing myself so full yesterday. My niece made me a "cake" with a giant cookie on the bottom, a cheese cake sitting on top of that, and surrounded by home-made brownies. We also went out to eat at some Italian restaurant. So yeah, my tummy is like "lolyoudead." If it doesn't get better today I hope it at least settles down before tomorrow when we go to Cedar Point.
Suppose I won't have internet access until Wednesday when we get to Joey's parents' house in Virginia.
Actually looking forward to staying at hotels for two nights. Alone. With Joey. No kids or family. Privacy. You get the idea.
My mom: "Let's take one of you tossing your mortarboard up in the air."
Me: "Like this?"
This was from yesterday, actually, before the honors convocation. My mom has a thing for boutineers. Fml (lolwhitepeopleproblems).
This one's for you, prinny. ♥
Joey is sick.
I'm sick.
Honors convocation tonight. Graduation tomorrow. Graduation "party" Saturday. Mother's day "party" and moving out Sunday. Cedar Point Monday. Driving Tuesday. Virginia Wednesday. And so on.
Why did everyone leave myfitnesspal? I've been eating very poorly this week. On Tuesday we went to Paula Deen's kitchen and I ate like 4,500 calories in one meal. Yesterday I ate a total of 500 calories.
Really into grey nail polish lately.
Got a new watch and it stopped working after 45 minutes. Can't return it.
Tore a hole in the ass portion of my tights I'm wearing tonight while fooling around with Joey.
Took a Benadryl, Xanax, and Cyclobenzaprine at the same time. Trying to keep my eyes open, because I think I'll stop breathing if I fall asleep.
My eye is puffy again. Bought fake eyelashes for graduation, because one section of my real eyelashes hasn't grown back yet. They don't fit. Have decided not to wear any of the makeup I bought and tried out yesterday because of the eyelid irritation and because I woke up feeling itchy all over today.
Have a feeling we aren't going to get to my thing on time tonight, because my mom and Joey are still sleeping and my niece is off at her friend's house, and we have to leave in 20 minutes.
I'm sick.
Honors convocation tonight. Graduation tomorrow. Graduation "party" Saturday. Mother's day "party" and moving out Sunday. Cedar Point Monday. Driving Tuesday. Virginia Wednesday. And so on.
Why did everyone leave myfitnesspal? I've been eating very poorly this week. On Tuesday we went to Paula Deen's kitchen and I ate like 4,500 calories in one meal. Yesterday I ate a total of 500 calories.
Really into grey nail polish lately.
Got a new watch and it stopped working after 45 minutes. Can't return it.
Tore a hole in the ass portion of my tights I'm wearing tonight while fooling around with Joey.
Took a Benadryl, Xanax, and Cyclobenzaprine at the same time. Trying to keep my eyes open, because I think I'll stop breathing if I fall asleep.
My eye is puffy again. Bought fake eyelashes for graduation, because one section of my real eyelashes hasn't grown back yet. They don't fit. Have decided not to wear any of the makeup I bought and tried out yesterday because of the eyelid irritation and because I woke up feeling itchy all over today.
Have a feeling we aren't going to get to my thing on time tonight, because my mom and Joey are still sleeping and my niece is off at her friend's house, and we have to leave in 20 minutes.
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